Two Sides Lyrics

Wake up early it's about that time to go to work

Been doing this for a while dunno what my soul is worth

Stress piling on top of me like a world of hurt

Threatened of eviction I know my life is cursed

Before I leave I see a letter chilling on the floor

The sort that leaves me uneasy sitting on the porch

Open it up and I'm feeling sick to the core

It's just a letter why am I feeling so nervous for

Arial black pierced my soul says I know what you did

What did I do to deserve any of this

Haven't a clue so I swerved and give it a miss

Chose to blame it on some kids playing one of their tricks

But as the day progresses it's starts to mess with my head

How could they possibly know what even happened back then

It happened so long ago and yet nothing was said

Maybe I'm just overthinking and I need some rest

I return home and there's just a random picture

Looking at me leaning on the bottle of liquor

Family of four and it feels pretty sinister

But it takes me back to the time I tried to pull the trigger

Now it's time to figure who has been trespassing

Maybe the neighbours have seen who's been at it

I'm asking but they say that nothing matches

And show concern cause I'm not acting placid

First instinct to leave and drive to the bar

Proceed outside but there's something on my car

Another note on the window I tore it apart

Great I turn the key my car tick tick couldn't start

Go back up to find an open slit on my door

Tempo of my heart increasing as I start to creep towards

Hope it's just a mishap, a lesson taught cause of my clumsy thoughts

Get interrupted by a (gun cock) heart sunk to the floor

Bewildered by the pistol aimed towards my face

He copped a mask not once did he hesitate

I'm too shook to realise what is taking place

He must've planned this for a while cause he did not shake

My hearts beating and beating I feel out of breath

He said a few words but I know that this is the end

His voice sounds familiar but I've got nothing left

Before I could say a word a bullet flew into my

Waking up but it's eerie in this empty house

Anniversary already seriously how

Guess the planning made it go by like the speed of sound

But I miss them so much why are they in the ground

At this point they would've been ready for school by now

Not by choice but the wife learned to calm them down

She use to look at me and tell me that she's so proud

Hoping she's still thinking that peeping from the clouds

Why did god decide to keep me alive, huh

And make me witness the reason I use to live just die

Now I see their faces every single time I close my eyes

Just thinking about them makes me wanna join them in due time

That letter should've been delivered to him surely

Well it must've cause I'm seeing him stressed purely

He's driven off and he already seems exhausted

So I walk towards the building without any caution

Unlocked his door with ease and casually entered

Pick the photo out my pocket and make sure it's centred

With the alcohol he will use to be reckless

When he comes back I know he'll be confused and restless

Just as I'm out the neighbour does see me leave

But I talk to him and bribe him not to call the police

I don't trust him, the decision isn't up to me

Oh well imma wait for this guy and hide in peace

He's just pulled up and already gone inside

I write a note for him 'are you sure you want to drive?'

Put it on his car and I know he will arrive

Pulled the spark out like he did to me that very night

Here he comes again and I see the stress in his eyes

Talking to the neighbour but he's telling him lies

Wow money did something, he actually complied

He tried to leave in his car well thats such a surprise

I go back up but his lock is sort of stiff

Finally got it open just gotta wait for him

All of sudden I'm nervous and I'm feeling sick

I can already feel my finger starting to twitch

I hear him outside and decide to gun cock

The nerves went cause I forgot I put on a mask

'You took everything from me' reflecting on the past

I pulled the trigger (bang) his whole body just collapsed