Picking myself Up (Vocal Version) Lyrics

Burn away this shell so I can forget these days

Picking myself up like I'm on replay

I'm reflecting and I'm working on my inner self

I'm trying to get right and fix my mental health

I'm trying to keep the hope and the determination

I'm trying to stay inspired and keep motivated

I strive for the closest thing to perfection there is

If i wanna let go I got to take initiative

I'm tired of loving the fire I wanna feel the love

I just wanna spread my wings and fly like a dove

Searching for ways to find peace and quiet my mind

Going back to my roots with the boom bap vibe

Got my grieves feel girl lets take a ride

My emotions on a crash coarse I will collide

I'm bout to fade to black and turn to darkness

But I still fight the urge and I try to resist

Picking myself up just to let myself down

Maybe I'm just

Picking myself up just to tear myself down

Down down down

One to many ways I've been hurt and disabled

But I get a little stronger maybe I'm able

To find a way out and make it off of the table

Ain't gonna be life's lab rat I'm trying to be stable

Reaching out to each of my strengths to recover

Calling out to each of my sisters and brothers

I'm sorry if I've disappeared I've been going through a lot

Heartbreak debt death betrayal and lost almost all I got

But I know I will find a way somehow

Picking my psyche up again right now

Heart off the the ground got to dust it off

Maybe take a break like Ferris Buellers day off

Lofi with the chill hop play my anthem

Its three in the morning and I'm spitting this passion

Get these thoughts off my mind and off of my chest

And maybe then I can finally put this shit to rest

Picking myself up just to let myself down

Maybe I'm just

Picking myself up just to tear myself down

Down down down

Picking myself up just to let myself down

Maybe I'm just

Picking myself up just to tear myself down

Down down down