Sober Lyrics

Sobering my nightmares for those who care for me

Dosing up my demons so carelessly

I try to live with myself

Wonder if they ain't no saving me

Cuz I stay up thinking

I should have my head blown like a Kennedy

I can't sleep I been staring at these dark walls closing in

Closing eyes but mind runs free thinking of all the shit I could've been

Shit could've done how many of these hoes were down to fuck

I don't even know

I ain't even worry about busting a nut

I'm more concern on blowing my brain numb

Other than that I'm far from fine

Reflection on the mirror I go columbine

Look at the impossible never gave two fucks

I'm slumped on reality anxiety attack

Back with woods and the xans

Slur on my words but up in my mind I'm back to fine

I don't want these pills when I'm sober I'm just a empty shell

But sober I don't feel like myself

Prescription back in the in the mix

Pretty green blunt built baby yoda

Put that shit back up to my lip

If u bother to feel me I promise you i wake up feeling like shit

If you feel alone with dome full of thought

Make sure to bump my shit

I ain't sugar coding shit

I'm say it how it is

All these critics can eat a dick

And the fact that I picture my wrist slit

Don't sit right with me

In the depth of hell where I walk

Trip by myself psilocybin chocolate

Got my homie 2k9 crushing Xanax

Xanax

Got my homie 2k9 crushing Xanax

I feel so alone I feel so alone

I'm telling you feels like I'm tripping by myself I just feel so alone

But I'm out with boys depression made my clone

I was supposed to be laying down a song

But I'm falling apart deep inside

Coldness in my heart

My feelings in a wreak

My nerves in a knot

My head overflown don't know how to stop

All the negative shit I unlock

I say I'm not sane

I'm not longer a saint

A sinner in hell where I should rot

I fuck me a bitch last night raw

Pussy tight pussy right

She don't really know how I feel deep inside

Torment and misery I give myself another shot

Think of the outcome not tonight

I'll regret when shit catches up to me

Karma my bitch I give her my dick for free

It is what it is you get what you give

I'm planning on bettering myself

I'm literally a piece of shit

I'm trying to get a long with myself

Everyday waking up life ain't shit

Play my cards right

Dig myself in a deeper hole I'm just tryna do right

I'm just tryna live my life

Sobering up my thoughts high as a kite it no longer feels right

Sobering up my thoughts darko dosing up thinks of flatline