Was I ever really good enough

To be perceived as someone who seems like they've got it all figured out?

The reality is my mentality is fragile just like everyone else's

And the thought of giving up makes me sick, even though I don't know if I am cut out for this

Standing in the corner of the bedroom

Thinkin' about self doubt

Second guess the pressure now

Maybe I should try to sleep instead

Maybe I should try to sleep instead

And this might be my last ditch effort to make amends with who I really am

Maybe I'm the one to blame for this awful mental state

Selfish just to stay the same

Yeah maybe I'm the one to blame for this awful mental state

Selfish just to stay the same

Standing in the corner of the bedroom

Thinkin' about self doubt

Second guess the pressure now

Falling even further to the ground to the ground, should I pick myself up now?

Or maybe I go to sleep instead

Maybe I should go to sleep instead

Maybe I should go to sleep

I feel like I'm running out of time

But I've been told all good things take patience

Of which I'm running real low on

I'll show some color

In due time

I'll show some color

In due time