lost 4 life Lyrics

I spend all my life

Worrying about things that aren't even worth my time

And I don't know what else to do

I bring no life to the room

Almost like I'm a ghost

And no one even knows I'm here

I can't even hide

The truth that lives deep inside

I wouldn't be surprised

If one day you just up and leave

I wouldn't blame you for a thing

It's almost like I'm a ghost

And no one has the time for me now

But I can't change, no matter how hard I try

Is it another phase, or will I be lost for life?

I don't know why I'm losing all control

Lately I haven't felt whole, like I haven't been at home

And I can't change no matter how much I want

Say that it's all good, but it's really just a front

I don't feel the pain anymore, I just feel numb

Recently my mind has won

And I don't wanna be alone anymore

I don't wanna be alone

I just wanna go back home

I just wanna lay in my bed

Forget all of the things you said

And it's hard for me to tread lightly

I just run blindly into the dark

Abandoning my only guard

Don't wanna be here forever, I'm feeling like I could

I wanna go somewhere better, but don't know where I would

And it's 5 AM on a Friday night

I'm awake, wondering if I'll be alright

But I can't change, no matter how hard I try

Is it another phase, or will I be lost for life?

I don't know why I'm losing all control

Lately I haven't felt whole, like I haven't been at home

And I can't change no matter how much I want

Say that it's all good, but it's really just a front

I don't feel the pain anymore, I just feel numb

Recently my mind has won

And I don't wanna be alone anymore