Invitation To My Hell Lyrics

Fuck i think i need some help

I'm losing all my friends

Yeah they think i'm someone else

I'm tryna speak my mind

Distracted by the fucking bells

It's heaven reaching out

But not for me

I think i'm stuck and bound for hell

Lucid dreaming everynight

While i'm tryna just find myself

Losing check after check

Buying things i thought would really help

They tell me therapy my go to

But last time i caved and fell

I'm not ready to hand you

An invitation to my hell

They don't know my life

It's not as perfect as it seams

Underneath this mask

My world is cracking at the fucking seams

But they don't see it

Coz their eyes are clouded

By their social dreams

Posting pictures on the gram

Portray a life that they ain't seen

Yeah the medication helps me

But sometimes I oversleep

All the dreaming that I'm doing

It helps me feel more like me

I'm tryna break that habit

Hope I find some happiness in me

Coz if I don't you'll get a note signed

Sincerely me

I tip toe on the glass

I know it's hurting

But I'd rather hurt myself

Than be laying here as a burden

Thinking everyday

Whats the point of life if death is certain

Coz all my friends are dead

Yet I'm alive so clearly I'm the burden

Fuck i think i need some help

I'm losing all my friends

Yeah they think i'm someone else

I'm tryna speak my mind

Distracted by the fucking bells

It's heaven reaching out

But not for me

I think i'm stuck and bound for hell

Lucid dreaming everynight

While i'm tryna just find myself

Losing check after check

Buying things i thought would really help

They tell me therapy my go to

But last time i caved and fell

I'm not ready to hand you

An invitation to my hell

They don't know my life

Its not as perfect as it seams

Underneath this mask

My world is cracking at the fucking seams

But they don't see it

Coz their eyes are clouded

By their social dreams

Posting pictures on the gram

Portray a life that they ain't seen

Yeah the medication helps me

But sometimes I oversleep

All the dreaming that I'm doing

It helps me feel more like me

I'm tryna break that habit

Hope I find some happiness in me

Coz if I don't you'll get a note signed

Sincerely me