TEARZ Lyrics

Yo I'm locked behind the walls

Judge gave me a five to ten

Could be home for good behavior

Then we lit again

I be at the Rec and Yard

Really gettin it in

Tryna work on my mental

At the law library

How's my son back at home

Man the world getting scary

And I can't lie

It's fucked up

Inside here

Got in a fight with the niggas

We shot at last year

The beef Ain't settled

Till one of us end up Dead here

They put me in the box

It was cold

The rats and roaches

Was the only thing living

I had to make a decision

Is where I'm headed

Really the place I should own

Don't want this prison here

To be my last home

I feel I really have grown

Into a man whose conscious

Of his decisions

I'm young af and still

Got a whole lotta

Living to do

Want me religious like ministers

Who administered false hopes

And dreams to our black youth

I'm telling y'all the whole truth

I know you wanna cry sometime

Bow your head not looking

To the sky sometime

It get hard…

But you just gotta move on

I am an artist

This don't work out

I'm still making the song

This in my blood

So I just gotta

Make it right

To live this life

You gotta make a sacrifice

To live it right

You gotta make sacrifice

Yo I done shed so many tears

Man I'm tired of it

I ain't really been the same

Since my mama went

To the other side

But I understand

That with life comes death

Until you go

How do you know what's next?

Niggas dying over blocks

They don't own

Real estate that ain't yours

Got my lil niggas

They was young

And they brains got blown.

It was traumatic also tragic

How it all turnt out

Some of my niggas ain't make it

Ain't take the right routes

But you know, I don't judge Em

I keep it pushin to something

That's positive no assumptions

Of if I'm doing good

I'll always be alright

Long as I keep fighting

This not a one nighter

I am a for lifer

I gotta deal with vices

Already knew the prices

These cellular devices

Is causing plenty crisis

So what the fuck I'm pose to do

Get this money

Sleep with honeys

If I do that

The people still gon love me?

I wonder

And I'm fucking up my words

Cause it's real

And this shit come from the soul

I done lost too many people

In this shit, and I'm tired

Of going through this pain

And I gotta let this shit go

And I just gotta let this shit go

Cause they gone be with me forever

And they gone be with me forever

Counting this cheddar