11:24AM IN QUEENS Lyrics

It's hard to deal with the present, stuck in the past

I feel like I'm standing still but my life is moving too fast

Opportunities passed

Foot is stuck on the gas

If time is supposed to heal it, how long does the pain last?

I fix a couple problems, now here comes another issue

I'm busy battling demons, don't think I was trynna diss you

Couple of words I misused

Wiping the tears with tissue

I sometimes look in the mirror to tell that man I miss you

And I know we all changed for the better, so it's whatever

But the coldest winter ever was that one night in December

Her birthday was in November

She tried to keep us together

I try to forget that night but I always seem to remember

The hurt that I feel is deadly, a youngin' that wasn't ready

This ain't even bout the music, I'm talking to you directly

No other woman could ever fulfill ya spot

Forever Yours, Ya Baby Boy, I Love You Ma

11:24AM

Growing up I always knew I had a brother

My mother was torn apart and the scars that stood on her heart

Were reminders of her falls

Everyone has their flaws

Trials and tribulations

My mother been through it all

They locked my bro in the pen

He was the next to kin

Judging him for his sins but the only fix was within

You told me that you were clean and you promised to be ya self

But addiction is a cycle, I watched it repeat itself

Should have seen you needed help

You my brother, I should have known

Way too many days had passed where I could have hit up ya phone

Coming from broken homes

Struggling on our own

Even though we had each other the both of us felt alone

And these temporary fixes, ain't worth it, they don't last

Like no matter how much coffee you drinking, you gon' crash

There's a hole in my heart that I don't show

But you know... Ya little brother, I Love You Bro

It's hard to deal with the present, stuck in the past

I feel like I'm standing still but my life is moving too fast

It's hard to deal with the present, stuck in the past

I feel like I'm standing still.. my life is moving too fast

Time has passed, I'm not feeling how I'm supposed to

There's a war inside my head that I cover with my composure

Changes happen fast and they never come with the closure

I been distant from my sisters, I'm hoping we can get closer

Hoping we get together more often than being distant

Find it wicked that the life that we living is soo different

Like the branches of a tree, we grow apart, and that's the truth

But no matter how far we go, we still connected at the root

Stemming from a seed, blossom into a tree

It gets cold during the fall but it doesn't mean we should leave

And my mothers mother had more kids than I got toes

When's the last time they got together? Nobody knows

Most of them alive but how many actually talk

I only move like a loner, that's the behavior I was taught

Im looking forward to watching all of the growth

Chasey Wasey here to remind you, I Love You Both

I love you both

Now there's three