Letter To My First Love Lyrics

All them nights we stayed up, and we made up, then we made love, we was bae'd up Now how come I'm losing you?

Remember when my pops left, and I lost breath, and you gone now thinking I'm next And Now I don't know what to do

Goddamn, I know I'm so fucked I'm sitting so stuck it's not the right time

She was so bluff, shit got me fucked up

Lately been trippin' I'm not in my right mind

Pooh said he seen 'em drawing out the white line

I'm tryna make or break 'em if he cross mine

Choppa gon' Harlem shake 'em, leave 'em cross-eyed

ADHD, depression hittin' sometimes

Say it's all love, that's what it all was, it was just me and you blowing ya' back out

Say it's awful, I'm taking all drugs, blowin' the backwood think I might tap out

I'm tryna act like I'm straight get the cap out

Me and Boat go hit the A, got my map out

How you gon' lie to my face and I trusted you?

Leaving, you turning, I can't turn my back now

Changed for you like a fitting room

You was into me, bitch I was into you

Bowling alley, the matching fits, we was cool

I would sneak over, come in ya' swimming pool

Understand that I fucked up, hearing lies saying, "Jaylen had fucked her"

Only thing I been saying is fuck love

Shawty got me so fucked I can't trust nothin' (Fuck all you opp hoes, bae)

All the nights I had left you on read and I let the phone ring I just wish I could take it back

Said that you would've gave me a chance for a change, when I changed, you had left I Can't face the fact

Even after you laid up with buddy, you gave me some cuddy and promised you'd take Me back

Now it's fuck me? and Jaylen a bitch, and it's Jaylen some shit, I been hearing it's this And that

Wanna say that I'm sorry I know it's too late said you'd always be there so just hit me Back

And I know that you said that you need it

I told her I love her can't tell by the way I act

I just wanna go back to 19 when I had the 19, it was on me and in my lap

Said, "I left you," I did not gon' lie, but I changed for you bae then you left I just can't Adapt

All them nights we stayed up, and we made up, then we made love, we was bae'd up Now how come I'm losing you?

Remember when my pops left, and I lost breath, and you gone now thinking I'm next And Now I don't know what to do

Goddamn, I know I'm so fucked I'm sitting so stuck it's not the right time

She was so bluff, shit got me fucked up

Lately been trippin' I'm not in my right mind

Pooh said he seen 'em drawing out the white line

I'm tryna make or break 'em if he cross mine

Choppa gon' harlem shake 'em, leave 'em cross-eyed

ADHD, depression hittin' sometimes

Say it's all love, that's what it all was, it was just me and you blowing ya' back out

Say it's awful, I'm taking all drugs, blowin' the backwood think I might tap out

I'm tryna act like I'm straight get the cap out

Me and Boat go hit the A, got my map out

How you gon' lie to my face and I trusted you?

Leaving, you turning, I can't turn my back now