A New Me (Outro) Lyrics

My thoughts were always conflicted

What I wanted I didn't really know

Sometimes I wanted you

Sometimes I wanted you to let me go

I really didn't wanna lose you

Cause I didn't wanna face it

I became something that I'm not used to

From now on I'm not gonna fake it

You let me go and now I'm down bad

Cause losing you was losing all I had

I was lost I didn't understand

How could the one that I love

Not grab me by the hand

I kept staring at my shiv

Trying to put blood on your hands

But I guess I gotta live

And that's with, or without the one that I had

I really had to grow

But I didn't wanna face it

Wasn't ready to admit it

And I didn't wanna have to show

(To show yeah)

All the things that I was feeling

And all the things that I just wasn't

The tears running down my face

Spread fire on the ground

You gave my life a new fate

I used to smile, but now I frown

Une partie d'moi voulait te détester

J'avais besoin d'toi t'as voulu délaisser

Sois honnête si tu veux qu'j'm'améliore

Mon cœur en or ne saura plus aimer

All these thoughts, these feelings and emotions

Everything that was locked inside for all these years

It all hit me like a bolt of lightning

And now, I see the truth

And now I see that you didn't (That you didn't)

Find yourself getting attracted

With all the weight that I was gaining

But I still was expecting you (Expected)

To give me your love regardless

Of the fact that I was careless (Oh)

A new me sees the light

While the old one is running in the dark

But I changed, I grew up

I don't wanna think myself is not enough

I don't care if anybody says I'm not

I know that my groupie's gon' think that I'm hot

You said I changed, yes I did

I'm a new me and you know I'm not a kid

Won't nobody fuck me over like you did

I know my worth and Imma teach it to my kids oh

I'm a new me

I became a new me

You won't get to know me

Sorry I'm a new me

Ohh I'm a new me

I really am

For the things that you know that I did

And the things that you don't

In the end, it made me discover who I really am

Don't call my phone anymore, assume my battery's dead

And don't call me Jab anymore, call me Disaï instead