CRYING OVER SPILLED MILK Lyrics

Chilling with pain I been chilling with misery

She wanna get close I don't think you wanna get close to me

I got people who don't notice me

Chilling with my demons they the only ones who know me

Know me know this I been stuck down in this pit

I been trying but I'm pissed

I been clawing at this fence

I been tryna get a grip but you know that

Look at my attempts they so sad but you know that

Say this say that say what you want about me

They all ask me how I live turn on this song and then you'll see

To be honest it's real sad I'm filled with drugs and they won't leave

I been feening for a hit

Give me a hit of that

I told you that I'd quit but I find myself I'm running back

I told you that I'm clean but here I am I'm off the pack

I said I hate that girl but I love her I blew out her back

I guess I hate myself cause I always am running back

I guess I hate myself cause I always am running back

Run back to it put my faith into it

I wanna run away but I'm weak I can't do it

They always tell me I can do it

Never believe what they say not for a second

Imma still try my best pull out a hat trick

Imma still light this up just like a matchstick

Pull back the trigger light you up just like a matchstick

I been living with a frown

I know you wanna get real close but I can't keep your face around

Head above the water I won't drown

I just wanna kill myself put myself down in the ground

Blow my brains out

Put some drugs in my brain why do I feel dead now

Lord end it any day now

I just wanna find some peace death must be my way out

I walk like that I talk like that ok

Put some hate up on my twitter and they got nothing to say

Now I make these songs and now it's not ok

They already shut me out now it will always stay that way

Stay away from me

Get out of my life please just stay away from me

Stay away from me

Get out of my life please just stay away from me