if they came to hear me beg Lyrics

Running round in circles, you could die about some disrespect

And I know I ain't shit, I'm still counting all the tears I shed

Counting drops of blood I bled

The world is green, but I see red

Susceptible to mercy, but I'll never let you hear me beg

Take off this mask so I can let you see all of my demons

Niggas love to speculate on ideals that don't have a meaning

I speak my truth, niggas fabricate, and believe they mean it

Looking to the sky, make niggas think I'm stopping at the ceiling

The true deception is niggas thinking I'm happy

I could lose my life right now and give no fucks about what happens

The goddess in my corner keeps my mental from attacking

My headspace was a void, but now I don't wanna be absent

Weak links

Tryna get your feet wet, but they still stink

Think about your future, things won't happen the way you think

Stuck inside your mind, your enemies watching you all sink

Think I think too much, but every thought I have is all linked

Move the way I move cause I cannot afford a loss

And you can't do the things I do if you cannot be your own boss

Would you really give a shit if all your homies double crossed

And would you really beg for mercy if they're making you look soft

Nigga, no

I kill my foes and then I fucking go, you niggas hoes

Don't give a fuck walking a lonely road

Only thing that I'll let kill me is my demons or my woes

Cause why the fuck would I let niggas think that I could really fold

Niggas bitchmade for all that talking

Talk it, you can't even walk it

If you wanna see me bleed, then get your hands out of your pockets

All the petty antics, stop it

If we ain't ending the story

Ran through hell so many times, I'm walking through the purgatory

Could never grow if I'm still trapped in my head

I cannot value this life while balancing living and death

When I start speaking more than usual, regret what I said

A man will come out of this corner, the boy in me is dead