Jesse's Diary Lyrics
- Genre:Hip Hop & Rap
- Year of Release:2022
Lyrics
Fair
I'm sittin here my stomach empty
Next to me is a fortunate fool
I reek of envy
Destined for greatness, my success seems like a maybe
About to have a baby
A lot of baby mama drama follow me around
Wisdom I acquire over all my evil thoughts
Tryna paint this picture vivid
Can't connect the dots
Stuck in a tunnel yet the light seems more at reach
In Every experience there's somethin God is tryna teach
But there's a disconnect, I can't hear the pastor preach
It's all skeletons that creep up when I go to sleep
Will I make it
Am I worthy
My hearts sinking I don't know if I am ready
To be a father
To be a role model
Teach him good ways and pray he don't turn out like me
Be my best friend and tell me all his fears and dreams
Guess it's not what it seems
My biggest fear is him facin
Repercussions for actions to a movie he was never a part of
Me and your moms should've done things different
I know better and I'm certain that you are the blessing
You're the beauty in the midst of chaos
It's 97 and I'm nervous as hell
I'm only 17 stressing over diapers and milk
Was less calculative, heed of the moment
Oh what a moment
An eye opener
I know I'm ready and I'm not perfect
Promise to love you
Unconditionally