Afraid of Me ft. Zak Nevers Lyrics

Not who I claim to be

I've been afraid to be

Who I'm meant to be

I've been afraid of me

Not who I claim to be

I've been afraid to be

Who I'm meant to be

I've been afraid of me

Grew up too fast

Those days I can't get back

Had to adapt born in a habitat

Where the only way out was a graduation cap

Should have did the math way the odds looked

Too busy stuffing grams in the lockers

Remember squatting in abandoned houses

And them teachers looking at me like washed up yeah yeah

I was popping xannys for the pain

I was fourteen let it wash over my brain

I didn't wanna feel a single fucking thing

Same places you might leave

But the fear it still remains

Take long showers still ain't clean like

I know how to sleep under streetlights

To be home i wonder what it feel like

What it feel like

Not who I claim to be

I've been afraid to be

Who I'm meant to be

I've been afraid of me

Not who I claim to be

I've been afraid to be

Who I'm meant to be

I've been afraid of me

I've been so afraid

Stuck up in my ways

Write my recipe

This familiar taste

Who they wanna see

Isn't who I want to be

Yeah I'm quiet publicly

Depleting social energy

Stuck inside my head

I hope there's means to end

I careful I've never been

My scars they started to mend

Not who I claim to be

I've been afraid to be

Who I'm meant to be

I've been afraid of me

Not who I claim to be

I've been afraid to be

Who I'm meant to be

I've been afraid of me