When I'm Gone Lyrics

Girl, tell me how you been

I know it's been awhile since we last spoke

Shit there was tears up my shirt, when we last smoked

Probably got you wondering why I was asshole

Laughin through my pain, it turned my life into bad joke

You were always there, you would always care for me

Even when my family wasn't even there for me

You pushed me in ways, that I ain't been pushed before

Introduced me to a love that softer than velour

And I ain't lying, man I put this on my grave

I swear to every single god, that I won't ever be the same

Would say ya name

But I'm knowin that you know that this about you

If you listening to this, just know its hard without you

You were the only one that understood my mental

Anxiously attaching to ya

Wrapped around ya ankles

Had to keep the grip, cause if I slipped

It could be fateful

Codependency lending me rope

Trauma holding us close

And I'm so grateful

That you were even there at all

That you would stay wit me, even truly care at all

Now I'm carrying the weight of all my lies, and all your "what the fuck, why's"

And I ain't trippin cause you cut me out the picture

I just gotta know whether your done with me or wit it

Still

Cause I all do is think about you

But I don't think that you know that

Missin when you pulled up with the trees, and told me "roll that"

Projected all my problems, and I swear it make me so mad

To know that now

You in my subconscious

This shit is so bad now

I daydrink after I meditate

There's demons at the heaven gates

I met em when left my soul up at that park

That saturday

They showed me that I need to feel my feelings and get through this shit

Cause honestly I'm new to it

Nobody ever told me it was okay to vulnerable

Nobody ever showed me good examples of love

Now I'm getting through it, but I wish I could be holding you

I'm focused on the positive, but thoughts do run, still

Kinda wish I had a fuckin gun still awh

Pop pop

That's one, in the head

Pop pop

That's two now I'm dead

Pop pop pop

Aw lawd listen here

Would you listen to my songs, when im gone

Would you listen to my songs, when im gone

Would you, would you listen to my songs when im gone

Would you listen to my songs, when im gone

Would you, would you listen to my

Can't believe that we ain't talkin but i understand what's up now

The less I focus on this and do me i get in touch now

2022 I swear to god Ima be good

Something bout this energy

Is telling me should

Drop all this music , let my niggas get into it ahhh

I wanna be a great one day, Go carve me in some wood ahhh

All I want for Christmas is for you to hit my phone

I don't got a need to go and compliment these hoes

I could write a million songs and still be in the wrong

Which I understand but I can't stand when I'm alone girl

I been in my own world

Sorry for this song, I know it's long

But it's my feelings

I needs spit em somewhere

And some people say they feel it

Some people like to listen

They hit me on the daily

Tellin me how they relate

That's the shit that keep me going

Throw away the drugs I take

I think it's fate, that we met

And it's hard to just neglect it

I hope you actually got the message cause I sent it

Every word is from my heart, so know I meant it

Kinda wish I had a fuckin gun still awh

Pop pop

That's one, in the head

Pop pop

That's two now I'm dead

Pop pop pop

Aw lawd listen here

Would you listen to my songs, when im gone

Would you listen to my songs, when im gone

Would you, would you listen to my songs when im gone

Would you listen to my songs, when im gone

Focused on the positive, but thoughts do run, still

Kinda wish I had a fuckin gun still awh

Pop pop

That's one, in the head

Pop pop

That's two now I'm dead

Pop pop pop

Aw lawd listen here

Would you listen to my songs, when im gone

Would you listen to my songs, when im gone

Would you, would you listen to my songs when im gone

Would you listen to my songs, when im gone

Would you, would you listen to my