Goodbye ft. Banq Lyrics

Stuck inside another rainy day

I write down all my feelings and I throw them away

Drops of blood pouring out from my veins

I know I'm insane but I cannot be saved

Long nights sitting there wasted in my bedroom

Growing up wasting time too scared to text you

Going out but anxiety would shine through

Now it's gone and I think about how I left you

So goodbye

I think I need you out of my life

I spent too many nights cooped up inside

I think it's time I realized

That I need help before I die

You talk to me like it was nothing right after we fell through

I wanna tell the truth but I can't find the guts to tell you

I know you're strong and all 'cause I've seen all the hell you been through

Trial and tribulations make you stronger in the end too

But your gone I don't know what the hell you want

I trailed you through the maze that you call love and got lost

You were the one that I would vent to

But now it feels like I ain't ever fucking met you

It's kind of hard

It's kind of hard to feel you the same way

I can't feel the sun when all you bring is rainy days

I question why I care if you're okay

There's still a part of me that wants to see you smile

So goodbye

I think I need you out of my life

I spent too many nights cooped up inside

I think its time I realized

That I need help before I die

Runny nose like the winter

It's you I despise you treated me like a sinner

But ain't that funny 'cause I ain't

You know that's just a smokescreen so you hide from all the pain yeah

Fuck that, fuck you, all your lies are see through

You left me broken now our memories have gone blue

It's hard to think that I ever even knew you

Can't even fathom all the lengths that you go to

And now I fall

Yeah I've fallen into your arms

Said it's just you and me in the dark

I know you're close but you feel so far

So goodbye

I think I need you out of my life

I spent too many nights cooped up inside

I think its time I realized

That I need help before I die