It's Not Easy Lyrics

When I hit the town

I throw it down like there's no doubt in me

I might order rounds for all my pals

And do it silently

If I see a smile from the side of my eye beams

I might say whats up and exactly how to find me

Cause it's hard being alone

I'm not a monk

Not gonna front

I don't understand what I want

It's hard saying no when it feels good doing wrong

It's hard saying no when it feels good doing wrong

It's hard being alone

I'm not a monk

Not gonna front

I don't understand what I want

It's hard saying no when it feels good doing wrong

It's hard saying no when it feels good doing wrong

Okay you're fine

I close my eyes, sometimes they lie to me

I prioritize

I love my time in it's entirety

I ain't gonna lie

When I get tried it be refining me

God, keep me on lock

If you stop they'll get a lot of me

Cause it's hard being alone

I'm not a monk

Not gonna front

Cause I don't understand what I want

It's hard saying no when it feels good doing wrong

It's hard saying no when it feels good doing wrong

It's hard being alone

I'm not a monk

Not gonna front

I don't understand what I want

It's hard saying no when it feels good doing wrong

It's hard saying no when it feels good doing wrong

It's hard being alone

Is it really my fault

That I don't know what I want

Hand full of all these cards

Is it really my fault

That I don't know what I want

Hands full of all these cards

That I'm holding (Holding on)

It's hard being alone

I'm not a monk

Not gonna front

Cause I don't understand what I want

It's hard saying no when it feels good doing wrong

It's hard saying no when it feels good doing wrong