I Don't Need to do Drugs to be Dead Lyrics

Sing

No more sad or grief

Sink

Below

Driving in my car

I understand

I'm going nowhere in this mind

I'm losing my expansion

I understand that I am continuing to continue the loops that I continue to live

Alone I will dread 'cause those are the cycles

Alone I will dread because my mind is frayed

Alone I will dread because I have no more miracles inside my pockets

Because they are all red

Call me "Fred Bear" because my mind is completely grey

I think I might have coated on codeine

I'm floating in time and space

Because I know that I must erase the things that I call memories

"Hello" I said to myself one morning as I fall down the stairs

I don't need to do drugs to be dead

I don't need drugs at all 'cause my brain is simply painted red

Hold me closely

Tonight might be my last

Hold me closely

Tonight might be my last

I grabbed a pack of cigarettes from the gas station

I never smoked a day in my life

I drove in my car, taking in all the way to the border

Lighting up like a god damn chimney

I realized that tonight was the last

I brought the scissors from home

Because I was cheap and I had no idea what the fuck I was doing

I first cut my beard, then I cut my hair and I missed a little bit and cut my ear

Blood was rushing down my face and I had no idea what the fuck I was doing

Slowly I moved the scissors closer and closer to my arms

And down to my hands until I saw what I needed to do

I ran out of cigarettes and I had to think one more time

Just one more time

There's no more time

Get out of here

I put the scissors back in the car and I drove home

I guess I like my haircut