too many chances/starlight over me Lyrics

Gave myself too many chances

Looking back, it makes me wish that I could change shit

Smile thru the sadness, you would think I had a facelift

Smoke in my system, always leave me feeling painless

Counted me out, but as time went on, never gave a damn

It's about the soul, all of the shit we buy don't make the man

Looking to my savior, in this life, I need another chance

All my dreams rerouted when I followed them and made a stand

But I can't sit up here and lie

There's been a couple nights where I only wanted to die

As I sit and write these lyrics, I begin to wonder why

Why I never met the one to call the apple of my eye

(Oh-oh-oh-oh)

And there's some things that we could never change

I think too much, a lot of shit gets too deep in my brain

Usage of drugs will allow me to duck this major pain

I turned to music, didn't favor all the other ways

I've been surrounded by these demons tryna take my life

Got no way to sleep, so lots of times, I'm up writing at night

Always feeling drained, don't got the energy to start a fight

Living on a prayer, always feel like I don't got the time

Feel like I don't got the time, feel like this life isn't mine

How many more things have to happen before I lose my mind

Single player in this game, chances that I never take

Everything that's happened is more proof that I can never change

Gave myself too many chances

Looking back, it makes me wish that I could change shit

Smile thru the sadness, you would think I had a facelift

Smoke in my system, always leave me feeling painless

Starlight raining over me, i'm looking to the sky

All these years that I lived through, and suddenly, i found my light

Barely seeing sunny days, there's been a lot of darker skies

And all the times I watched the night fall, I ain't wanna be alive

Fall through with me, my love, I'm thirsty for release

Fall asleep with me, my love, come alive within my dreams

Come, let's enter the stars

We're not going too far

Let our minds be the thing that makes simple things large

With you, I bind my time

Of that, don't get too much

I was reading the signs, now I'm reading your love

Awaken me, my love, let's summon the angels up above

Lay with me, my love, of your embrace, I can't get enough