If I Relapsed Lyrics

Heartbreaks over

The lower I sink

To find my closure

I'm way to high please call me a chauffeur

Weight on my shoulder

Try to stay sober

Think my time getting closer

I mix highs and lows to keep my composure

She one of a kind so that's the reason I chose her

She ain't a pushover

I tell her come over

And be with me

So let's take a shot of this Hennessy

Yet I don't know her name

But I'm glad that she came

Cause she wanna find out bout the deeper me

Told her she my lil baby my devotee

So just sit down and stay baby sing with me

Let's get gone off this Tennessee overseas

When she ask if I love her say yes indeed

And I'm trynna go deep baby submarine

She say this shit fictional make believe

She say that true love ain't just what it seems

I said bae that's cool just believe in me

Forever my lady like Jodeci

Know she feeling the rush when she holding me

And she don't like the way they controlling me

I can't lie girl this shit got a hold on me

But

If I relapsed

Would you still be with me

Would you believe in me

Would you give me your company

If I relapsed

Would you just turn away

Walk away try it another way

Take my heart break it the hardaway

If I relapsed

Would you still be with me

Would you believe in me

Would you still give me your company

Would you still give me your company

If I relapsed

I'm scared to get close

I long for that feeling to not feel at all

The higher I get the lower I'll sink

So do you believe in me

Them perks made it worst they deceiving me

I'm better now I can move freely I'm straight

I'm good

I used to be misunderstood

I wish a fuck nigga would

2 Years sober always knew a nigga could

I put the pills down for good

I know someone proud of me honestly

And fuck you if you doubted me probably

I ain't mad so ain't no animosity

If I relapsed

Would you still be with me

Would you believe in me

Would you give me your company

If I relapsed

Would you just turn away

Walk away try it another day

Take my heart break it the hardaway

The hardaway

Take it the hardaway

Break it the hardaway

Break it the hardaway

If I Relapsed

If I Relapsed

Tonight

Tonight

Said Tonight

If I Relapsed