AINT GOIN BACK Lyrics

I had it hard

One thing for sure that

Ian goin back

First time a nigga cross

That line he getting his

Soul

Snatched

I had it hard like wock

I can't find no high Tec

Designer drugs

Burberry stripes

On me look like a ref

All i need is my sons

I don't need nothing else

I done lost it all before

But i ain't lost myself

I'm hearing everything they sayin

So why tf I think bout deaf

Keep on goin keep on

Pushing that's my motto everyday

Tryna get higher everyday

And it still don't heal my pain

Think bout dekey

Grandma

Qua

I been tryna keep my faith

Pray to god

Only wen I need em

And i know that ain't safe

These niggas hate and perpetuate

It's so typical

Make me furious

How

They worry bout some comments

Or the likes they get on pictures

Real life pressure i could Neva take That serious

Keep em guessing

Don't respond

That's my intentions

If i say i love you

You shouldn't question my Commitment

I been cross more times then plenty

That shit altered my decisions

Ain't know real pain at 17

I turn 18 shit got wicked

I been missing grandma

Bad

Oh ms Barbara know you hear me

I had it hard

One thing for sure that

Ian goin back

First time a nigga cross

That line he getting his

Soul

Snatched

I had it hard like wock

I can't find no high Tec

Designer drugs

Burberry stripes

On me look like a ref

All I need is my sons

I don't need nothing else

I done lost it all before

But i ain't lost myself

I'm hearing everything they sayin

So why tf I think bout deaf

Young one Stephen just like curry

With they 30s

When it go down don't get nervous

I'm protected never worried

Tryna rise above the surface

Pop a perky cuz I'm hurting

Heal my pain for a lil while

Wen i come down it get worse

Tired trying

Tired crying

I'm hurting

Pop a perk change forms

Like Ben

Devil knocking

On my door

Hope nobody let him in

Poured my heart and you just spilt it

The main reason i don't vent

Percocet 10s blow my feelings in the Wind

That shit you say irrelevant

Don't make no sense