pawn Lyrics

Got tripwire hooks where i'm standing

They taunt me cause i'm too outlandish

I'll scorch their skin like a god damn dragon

They ask me

Autie, how the fuck do you manage

Told me i reap what i sow

I ain't do shit; i'm on the go

So many people i don't even know

Wishing me well; i just wanna compose

Write me a eulogy, be sure to show

All that i overcame way down the road

You wouldn't believe it

Coming from the mouth of the one

Who's already been disposed

It's like i'm not here

And i can't take it

I'll set off a flare on my tongue

Till i'm breaking

And she don't hit up my line, but i get it

We're one in the same

I love isolation

I'm living in a masquerade

My mind had mutated from it's radiation

I know me best when it hits dusk

But then i'm falling off by dawn

This patience forsaken me; heartless and gone

So i stay prolongued

Well, more-so i'm stunned

This madness that was casted

I honestly love

Got tripwire hooks where i'm standing

They taunt me cause i'm too outlandish

I'll scorch their skin like a god damn dragon

They ask me

Autie, how the fuck do you manage

Hate in my veins

I do not self-proclaim

Bit the metal in my mouth

I'm pouring red right outta my face

Empty tank, but i'm up

I'm exhausted and i rank

For every fodder, it's our father

That'll grant you heavy rain

It's too calm

For such an uneventful evening

My stomach's in the corner teething

Scold me as my breath's depleting

I guess that you ain't understand the first time

I ain't gonna run it back, there's way too many landmines

I'm numbing to nostalgia

That's the only thing that's kept me in a safe space

I'm sick of feeling stuck inside the same place

Got tripwire hooks where i'm standing

They taunt me cause i'm too outlandish

I'll scorch their skin like a god damn dragon

They ask me

Autie, how the fuck do you manage

This is not where i belong

There's piranhas in the pond

Pawn

Pawn

Pawn-paw-paw

p-p-p

Fuck

I need a challenger

I'm up so early, i'm my own manager

Even if my name is someone's you haven't heard

They'd still wanna

Rip me out of the fucking earth

These scissors and wine are combining

Shut the fuck up

Let me get back to dining

The taste of acceptance is oh so refreshing

When mixed in with vengeance

Old habits are tempting

They ask me

Autie, how the fuck do you manage