Lukas Song Lyrics

First of all I want to thank you

For all the things you've said

And all the things you've shown to me

You pulled me up from the abyss

And the hell that I was in

Caught and lost inside my head

I had lost hope and my perspective

You showed me how to live again

You were so kind to me

And held me in your arms

When I needed you most

You showed me how to love again

Face to face and I can't tell you

What you mean to me

Heart to heart but I can't reach you

You feel so far away

As it seems my interpretation

Differs from what it really was

But the way you looked at me

I thought it so honest and pure

I didn't feel lost anymore

Only in your eyes

You touched and changed my heart

Like no one ever could before

All in the blink of an eye

I am constantly torn

Between telling myself to calm down

And asking what if I'm not good enough?

Face to face and I can't tell you

What you mean to me

Heart to heart but I can't reach you

You feel so far away

Whenever I think of you

My heart is racing but I am paralysed

I want to say how I feel

About you

About us

But the words get stuck in my throat

And I struggle to breathe

I won't be the only one for you

I never would have been

I won't say I hate seeing you with them

If it makes you happy I'll just smile

Knowing this was never what you wanted anyway

It was only what I needed

Walk your way as I walk mine

And hope to see you from time to time

I just hope you won't forget me

And how much you mean to me

Although I won't forget you

I need to carry on

If I want to live again