The Story of Childhood Trauma Lyrics

This is where it all began

At a young age

He never took the blame

And he kept causing me so much Shame

I was forced

To endure that divorce

And he hurt me with no remorse

I am passed that life

But the scars are imbedded deep Inside of me

Ohh now it has caused me to feel so numb

I so easily feel nothing at all

I don't know how to cope with my Life

So now all I do is fall

I now know why

I can't remember my early life

And now I'm left with just a strong Mind

Am I enough?

I can't tell because my memories so Rough

I just want to remember and have it Not be so tough

I forget the good moments in my life

All because he decided to belittle me

I keep avoiding how i feel inside

It just brings me down until I've Cried

I just want to see the happiness in my Life

And not feel the pull to disappear Into the light

And I realized a problem when I Forgot me

I pushed myself away and I forget What it was like to just be

I want to feel everything in my life

It's ok to just feel what is brought my Way

I want to live in the moment

Give myself space to feel the Fulfillment

I promise it's ok to not feel glowing

I don't have to worry about it Showing

Find inner peace within me