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My home is not home

Your home feels home

My home is not home

Your home feels home

My home is like a ball of cloud

It has its limits

Atmosphere is different when they smoke it all out without a vention

Your surroundings become a witness when I'm making it rain down into business

My home is bugged

I hate to be bothered but when they catch it buzzing?

They gotta release the swat in

Tumbling down like rocks they skip over waters I walked in

I grew up unstable like Stephen Hawking struggling to walk again

My computers not Einstein if you think I'm the smartest

I've made some bad choices, my brain is corrupt like an ISS

I don't know how my world keeps the shit revolvin' with viruses my home's involved in

How can I call it home when I have to go to my homies

It's not a kitchen when you don't supply the groceries

No one is home grown, so how can you grow trees and be stable with falling leaves that everyone is smoking

I feel like I'm gettin' nowhere in life

I'm at my lows with this light bulb I smoke out of to reach somewhere high

So, when you compare me to a poltergeist

I might as well be one since I've made it to the otherside

I'm not Tony Hawk but when I get on deck

Someone's always gotta rail me off the edge

I'm a train wreck when they rob it then my home becomes a show,, it's ridiculous leaving notes "Dyrdek"

I can only hold so much in like this pen

I've led everything like an Arthur wrote his greatest hits

You're a killing joke 'Cause you live in fantasy worlds

It's almost like your spiderwick

Broken down bed frames scattered with a couple lays on a napkin, watching blu ray

Been home alone for the whole day waiting for my mom to arrive, staying up a little too late

Sister's pregnant with her first child but I'm hoping I don't lose faith

Andrew's on the way to a new place, but my sister just showed me what a two face means

Soon she'll be gone to texas, it'll never be the same but what do you think?

What do you see? A falling family tree

I guess falling branches always do break

We've been living on a tightrope but I see a lot of people rocking loose chains

Fast forward, we're alone living on complex B8 next to blue gates

Cheyenne near LV Boulevard in VT where I met my first true mate

So intricate to detail but I'll retail

Let you know all the times that I would fail

I guess life isn't so simple, I've been feeling like I'm Dune

There's no room for a rune mace

Lightning strikes every time that I shoot snakes

So ain't no wonder why I hide in the shadows, I've been lowkey

Reminiscing bout the times I started feeling lonely

Sat up on the perch looking down at my homies

Gunshots on my mind and late nights at the bar

My mind was playing a poker with a chip on my shoulder, I had to show kings

Bet on my whole damn life, I gotta make it out and make a name for myself like she told me

I was getting close to 13 when I first tried monster energy with my homie before the school bell rang

Another drama episode, I was tired of feeling like I was killing myself for a trophy

Tired of 12 year olds acting like they know me

You never knew me, not even my family knows all the times that I tried to OD

I guess I never had a home in the first place