Dear Diary Lyrics

Dear diary

I'm hoping that you will relieve this aching in me

Cuz nobody else seems to see

I want to believe the kind words spoken to me

But I'm in too deep to leave what I've learned

To perceive

I've washed my hands of toxic friends but still

Oh but still

Dear diary

Please listen to me I wanna be fine

I wanna have peace but I look at myself and I

Hate what I see oh I

Dear diary is something wrong with me

Dear diary

I'm begging you to rescue me

Don't know why I treat myself with such slim

Dignity

Practice what you preach has always been

Harder for me

"Confidence is key" I say while wiping my

Cheeks

I've washed my hands of hurtful words but still

Oh but still I've faked self love and trust me

That takes skill

Oh but still

Dear diary

It's getting harder to breathe

I'm holding it in but god can't you see

I'm breaking my own heart through pictures of

Me

Oh why dear diary

Can't someone else be me

I don't wanna see the version of me you don't

See through a screen

I don't wanna hear from my friends pitying

I know what they'd say no I just wanna scream

The top my lungs could never be enough

The damage is done now it's all that I want

Diary please save me