Long Dark Road Lyrics

Yo

I'm a take you guys on a journey

Through a little bit of my life

This is Godsynth

And how I to the point where I'm at now

It's a long dark cold road

I've been walking down this long dark road

I don't know which way to go

But even though this road so cold

It's the place that I feel at home

So should I head to the light

To the light, to the light

Or should I stay on the dark side

I said should I head to the light

To the light, to the light

Or should I stay on the dark side

I cover my pain with partying

My depression with drinking

But if those two don't work then I pop a couple of Z's for sleepin, I mean

My life is far from perfect

Everyday I'm still learning

And there's just way too many hating Mutha fuckas out there still lurkin

I can never be truly happy no matter how I try

But even if I do go on I still feel like I wanna die

So much pressure on my chest I fall to my knees and cry

But I've done this so many times that my mutha fuckin face is dry

Everyday I wake up, I feel like I shouldn't of

This 9 to 5, 6 days a week is getting so damn tiresome

I don't see my kids because of this

It's becoming crippling

I ain't got many friends anymore cuz my free time is dwindling

But I still got this dark place

Where I feel it's cold embrace

I need to know which road to take

Cause all I've been known to say is

I've been walking down this long dark road

I don't know which way to go

But even though this road so cold

It's the place that I feel at home

So should I head to the light

To the light, to the light

Or should I stay on the dark side

I said should I head to the light

To the light, to the light

Or should I stay on the dark side

The darkness is my version of a happy place

As I sit in silence the voices keep me safe

Some call me crazy, well I say I'm psycho

I'm losing my mind as every single day goes

Every time I stand up I get pushed back down

They tell me to give up with how many times I hit the ground

So I keep a fake smile when in front of crowds

So they don't see the pain inside of me coming out

I'm not suicidal but my depression's pretty bad

So I gotta keep on pushing cuz my kids they need a dad

And I promised them I'd make it so I keep on dropping tracks

And travel across the country with my music making fans

But I still got this dark place

Where I feel it's cold embrace

I need to know which road to take

Cause all I've been known to say is

I've been walking down this long dark road

I don't know which way to go

But even though this road so cold

It's the place that I feel at home

So should I head to the light

To the light, to the light

Or should I stay on the dark side

I said should I head to the light

To the light, to the light

Or should I stay on the dark side

Walkin

I been walkin

Long dark

Walkin

Should I head to the ligh

Or should I stay on the dark side