Not By Choice Lyrics

Cried again

I tried again

Find a friend

I've been existing in a world of misery, but not by choice

Once you're on this road of darkness, guarantee you can't avoid

And I don't know why the hell I'm here, but at least I got a voice

They say they want to right their wrongs, but that bridge is not on course

I heard that bridge done been on fire, I heard that bridge got blew to bits

They hit my phone, it's been a minute, so I don't know who this is

I heard you get what you deserve, the universe done blew a kiss

They gone tell you many stories, but they don't come true as this

I think about all of the shit that I'm doing

Don't feel like I'm moving, it's making me mad

Hand me the gun and you know that I'm shooting

I'm shooting at everything come from the past

I told you that I am not one of them niggas that's in it for clout

Man I just want the cash

Cuz I just been finger fucking through the digits

They talking that shit, while they sit on they ass

Many nights alone, I cried and cried, and cried and cried and cried again

It's easy to think that this shit isn't working

But I ain't give up, I just tried again

And now that they calling me one of the realest, it's been even harder to find a friend

Cuz they just be constantly feeding me lies

I'm ma counter it crazy they strike again

Why I don't get credit for shit that I'm doing

How do they tend to forget that I'm human

I cannot talk about all of the shit that I'm planning

I tell them, it's going to get ruined

And I can't believe it got like this

They all despise the God-likeness

And I think the strangest part I miss

Is the pain it took to walk like this

I've been existing in a world of misery, but not by choice

Once you're on this road of darkness, guarantee you can't avoid

And I don't know why the hell I'm here, but at least I got a voice

They say they want to right their wrongs, but that bridge is not on course

I heard that bridge done been on fire, I heard that bridge got blew to bits

They hit my phone, it's been a minute, so I don't know who this is

I heard you get what you deserve, the universe done blew a kiss

They gone tell you many stories, but they don't come true as this