Sense of Longing Lyrics

This anxiety is crippling me

Sending me to a place I never knew existed

Lost in an illusion full of trees

I guess it's time I sought out and do as you insisted

Through the feelings of despair

I reach into the depths unaware

Of the burning passion I desire

Hidden behind this wall of fire

Blocked out the times of peace

For my mind has grown so cold

As my hatred begins to increase

There's nothing left for me to hold

Living behind this mask of lies

I deny all of the feelings I hide

Running away from all of my mistakes

I'll hide away till I'm finally awake

My consciousness is fading away

The longer I hide the longer it's grey

Strangely feeling this sense of longing

Praying for the day that I feel something

My desperation grows higher

Than the clouds that hang over our minds

What is the feeling I desire

Where do I cut the ties that bind

Locked away into my dreams I remain

Alone decayed never one to obey

The thoughts repeat constantly

Shall I betray my own cliché

Blocked out the times of peace

For my mind has grown so cold

As my hatred begins to increase

There's nothing left for me to hold

Living behind this mask of lies

I deny all of the feelings I hide

Running away from all of my mistakes

I'll hide away till I'm finally awake

My consciousness is fading away

The longer I hide the longer it's grey

Strangely feeling this sense of longing

Praying for the day that I feel something

Picture the times we shared together

Hold them close now and forever

As they burn inside of your arms

Remember I'm the one who brought this harm

Now your hatred builds up stronger

Sitting there seeing me as the monster

Ripping out your heart just to hold it longer

It's the only way I can keep you closer