And I'm stuck here looking out the window.

Thinking about all the things I regret

The people I wish I had the confidence to talk to

And the people who I should have not talked to at all.

All the lips I wanted to kiss and or punch

And on my last day of classes there was a giant storm

Maybe this was a sign maybe it was a omen

My cats will die

When I'm asleep in my dorm

My stomach turns like a wheel as I leave the building

It fits perfectly because I keep having dreams of car accidents

Why can't I have dreams of coughing up worms

I am moving to a city with a lot of hurricane

Maybe I'll get blown away by your beauty again

Just like I did freshman year and again in December

Or is that my last thought before dying in a flash flood

After getting home from my prom night

I took a Polaroid out of my wallet

And I put it on the toilet and pissed on it

Unlike the picture, I saw the true colors of all of y'all

I hope those mountain winters treat you horribly

Maybe it'll be repayment for all the time I wasted on you

Next time I'll just let you get yourself killed fuck you

My cats will die

When I'm asleep in my dorm

My mother said this will all be

Negative nostalgia

More like

Death scare trauma

Negative nostalgia

More like death scare trauma

Negative nostalgia

More like death scare trauma

But I don't want it to be those

I want it to stay my present

Let it stay my present

Please