Sick of It Lyrics

You always told me

Things aren’t that bad

But have I told you yet

I spend my days trying to feel less pain

I'm getting sick of this

Dragging my feet through the thick and thin

I can't keep fighting it

The loneliness itching at my skin

Falling deep in my mind

I know this ground but it keeps getting colder

There’s no peace on my time

I can’t take this shit and I’m sick of it

Falling deep in my mind

My heart’s a war; I can never be sober

All the strength I won’t find

I can’t shake this shit and I’m sick of it

I’m getting sick of this

Trying to understand who I have been

I can’t keep fighting it

The loneliness itching at my skin

My chest caves

My lungs deflate the world goes dim

With every step I take

The currents pull me underneath again

I’m hopeless at best

My demons feel like friends

They say you can be free

I don’t know how to believe in freedom

Falling deep in my mind

I know this ground but it keeps getting colder

There’s no peace on my time

I can’t take this shit and I’m sick of it

Falling deep in my mind

My heart’s a war; I can never be sober

All the strength I won’t find

I can’t shake this shit and I’m sick of it

I've spent my life

Fighting fear Ive never wanted to

And it haunts me

Leaving shadows that I'd never choose

From the back of my head

To the beat of my heart

I'm hoping that it's the end

But I know that it's the start

And climbing mountains towards a peak

I know I'll never see

The beating heart inside the man

I know I'll never be

Hanging on by a thread

As I feel it get loose

The body once of a boy

And his mind on a noose