Mental Relief Lyrics

I'm tired of darkness

So I been searching for better days

I guess I'm growing

I'm starting to learn some better ways

I've been relentless

And passionate

And I'll never change

Jack of trades

I'm king

Lets call a spade a spade

I know they probably thinking like is he still rapping

And then they hear how I spit it

And say he still snapping

Thats when they be like he nice

But can it still happen

That's when I see my reflection

And say it will happen

A few minor set backs

For the come back

Sticking to the plan I've created

Like Ima thumbtack

Long hours wit the work

Prolly should pack a lunch bag

Sometimes when life knock you down

Don't just get up Nigga punch back

You got to be ya best version of self

And lately I've been having a different urge

For the wealth

I'm bigger on energy

Swerving you not a friend to me

Then be mad when I curve

But deserve the shit that you felt

I

I know

You been through a lot

But I don't

Know

Why

You won't

Try to understand what I'm on

See I been through way too much

Way too much

And I got shit on my mind

Baby I do not have

No time

To play

Hmmm

Trying to leave the past in the past

Exes hit my line but I say I'm good and I pass

How can I move forward

If constantly looking back

And the pain that I always mask

I revisit after we smash

Them shoulda coulda woulda

Never woulda made a difference

Coulda kept it sexual

Without the same commitment

But even that can be risky

When emotions involved

Fucking each other

And someone else can cause some resentment

Moving on to bigger and better things

Travel tropical climates

And places I've never seen

I escape in these women

Surrounded by foreign tings

While still feeling alone as if I was quarantined

This day and age

Folks rarely do what they pose to do

The women play like Niggaz

And Niggaz get too emotional

Claim they wanna see you win

But got visions for both of you

So if you get to far

There's limits on how far they'll go for you

I

I know

You been through a lot

But I don't

Know

Why

You won't

Try to understand what I'm on

See I been through way too much

Way too much

And I got shit on my mind

Baby I do not have

No time

To play

Hmmm