Tarpit Lyrics

Seems like I've been

Getting too attached with silence

Let the lines blur between

Love and peace and violence

Let's change the station

This anticipation will turn out to

Be the end of me

(Be the end of me)

How do I love myself

When I'm used to hating

How do I breathe

Without choking and gasping for air

It's not like I can talk about

The things that brought me here

How do I love myself

When I feel like I've barely

Made it through this year

Feels like I've been

Getting deeper every night and

Trying not to hate myself

But that's a war that

I can't fight in

Let's change the station

This self-deprecation

Will turn out to be

The end of me

(The end of me)

How do I love myself

When I'm used to hating

How do I breathe

Without choking and gasping for air

It's not like I can talk about

The things that brought me here

How do I love myself

When I feel like I've barely

Made it through this year

What's the point in

Clawing my way back

To the surface

What's the point in

Fighting my way

Into the clear

What's the point in

Making effort when

Nothing's worth it

Sometime I'm gold and

Sometimes I wish I'd disappear

How do I love myself

When I'm used to hating

How do I breathe

Without choking and gasping for air

It's not like I can talk about

The things that brought me here

How do I love myself

When I feel like I've barely

Made it through this year