Mental State of Mind Lyrics

Sitting back and I think about the times

When I didn't have it all going crazy in my mind

Seeing visions talk to God

Thank him for another day

Even through the bullshit

Have to make a better way

Light the blunt smoke the za

Gotta balance out my lows

Stay away from all these bitches

Can't be trusting these fake hoes

Peeping how you bitches act

Y'all know how the game go

Gotta fake it to ya make it

They will never get it tho

Yea I do it for the women that be feeling like they silenced

Mentally be going through it

Paint a smile so we disguise it

But you look me in my eyes

You can see my soul cry

Deep down in my feelings

Scared to live just to die

Got a purpose

Shìt is worth it

Man I'm coming for my time

Took a trip to the unknown

Now I feel like I'm alive

Use to sit up all alone

And I use to question why

Do we come from rags to riches

But our people left behind

Who's the voice for the silent

Who's the voice in politics

Ain't no change being done

Y'all ain't really popping shìt

People living pay to pay

Still investing to donate

But you flexing day to day

People dying everyday

See You made it to be selfish

Y'all don't care about the streets

Only doing shit for clout

Aiming for the mainstream

Shit is bigger than yourself

Put in work behind the scene

Yeah

Let me pop my shit

Stressing

Depressing

Feeling my head with depressants

Feel like I'm in a recession

Talk to God and I praise him for my blessings

Think back on time life lessons

Can't go down sad not settling

Hit my lawyer up see about a settlement

Cash out on you hoes y'all peasants

Light the sage and I take out the negative

Rap real shit bout my prerogative

Went through some shit

Nigga try to break me from a bad bitch

Fake hoes used me then go talk shit

But I'm on top and I'm getting vengeance

Bitch yeah

Mentally

I ain't there I'm fucked up

The world can be so cold

I really don't know who to trust

I say my prayers everyday when I wake up

My parents always told they girls never give up

My daddy bust his ass gave us everything in life

Two parent household

Never folded on his kids and wife

He paid his girls tuition

Told us to stay on our shit

Do what the world won't

Just don't be on no hoe shit

Go against society

Rise above the average

My daddy build us Ford tough

My mama raised a savage

See I ain't from the streets

But I never acted rich

My people taught me to be humble

Never judge ya friends

Seen different backgrounds

Learned new views on life

Some for good some for bad

Better do what's right

My people taught us how to grind

Get straight to the bag

Never played with they kids

Stayed on our ass

Ima make it to the top

To give em' my last

Grinding on a fucking daily

Spazzing out I'm going crazy

But I'm in this shìt to deep

Money dreams up in my sleep

Visions of a better life

Man I know that it's my time

When you on to elevation

You will see some separation

Watch the opps cause they be hating

Smile up in ya face they faking

Life got me hallucinating

Seeing things off the exotic

Smoking all the pain away

Mental feeling fucking toxic

Voices in my fucking head

I be tell them to stop it

Spent nights crying In my car

Felt my dreams were so subpar

Doubted myself mentally

Now it's me versus me

Going hard up in these streets

Gotta feed my family

Shit is real no make believe

Yea