Tryin to Lyrics

I'd be lying to you

If I said I wasn't dying for you

Getting your attention is something that I been trying to

Do for a minute but I just don't know how to find you

Now your so distant, just take a look at what the time do

She ain't on Instagram because shawty don't got the time to

Put on a show for you lil hoes she got her mind to

Getting the dough, and that's for sure, let me remind you

That she ain't like you lazy lil bitches, she on her grind too

Thats prolly why I'm so crazy bout her, I love her independence

Don't think I could scream any louder I hope you get the message

When you left me my heart it don shattered into a million pieces

You were the only thing that mattered, it was our lil secret

Your little heart, I agreed to keep it

Gave me the strength everyday to fight my demons

Told me you loved me but you did you really mean it?

Damn, I'm such a dummy to think that I believed it

We would talk about the future plotting

Neither of us going to college cause we ain't have the option

I got straight to work after graduating, I had to clock in

Crazy to think that was round the time you and I stopped talking

Now I'm lookin back nd wishing things were different to be honest

I been painting this picture, but one things missing, you're not on it

Yea I been getting richer, the kids been stacking up his profit

But I can't lie I miss her, don't care how much is in wallet

Forgive me baby, I had to get on my grind

Ain't mean to leave yo ass behind

Promise that you been on my mind, yeah

Fuck all them other guys

I swear you one of kind, yeah, yeah

Wishing that she was just mine

But I fumbled that multiple times

Prolly why she don't be hitting my line

Oh well, you know me ima keep trying

Can't forget all the days that went spent high

Hot boxing inside my ride

Just ducking and dodging real life

But now that you gone it just feel like a piece of me died

I'd be lying to you

If I said I wasn't dying for you

Getting your attention is something that I been trying to

Do for a minute but I just don't know how to find you

Now your so distant, just take a look at what the time do

She ain't on Instagram because shawty don't got the time to

Put on a show for you lil hoes she got her mind to

Getting the dough, and that's for sure, let me remind you

That she ain't like you lazy lil bitches, she on her grind too