How Come Lyrics

Yeah

Bad friendships and past expenses

Are the reasons I'm defensive

There are reasons why there's issues

That I hardly ever mention

Everything about this life

Could fit into a caption

Fuck the world and kill'em all

If that would get me some attention

You told me not to worry you said you'd love me til forever

I guess that's something people say

When they looking at the camera

It's good for the Gram

It's just good for PR

Look we used to be in love

Now I dont know who we are

We live in generations

Where people lack in patience

Where you never make mistakes but yet you always feel mistaken

We're all about that money

We throw in people's faces

I just wish you'd act your age and while you're at it act your wages

You won't forget your first

I say you won't forget your worst

I'm talking bout the person

Who left with all your worth

Who took your self-esteem

Who just messed up everything

They took your world apart and you dont know what all that means

I still love you that sucks

How come I love you this much

How come you breaking my TRUST

How come you don't give a FUCK

How come I keep coming back

You're such a Beautiful DRUG

There ain't a lot of things I hate

I hate being in love

And that's real

That's real

I got no feelings left

And you don't know how that feels

So live your life

I'll live mine

Cause I don't know how to heal

And if the devil would approach me

FUCK I'm making that deal

Yeah it was raining that day

When you left me on my knees

I remember saying PLEASE

And you said I'm not what you need

You know a break-up's real

When a love song's on repeat

But they say the love you give

Is the only love you keep

I haven't seen your ass in years so let me bring you up to speed

You kinda have to shed a tear

When you're watching someone leave

Became obsessed with my reflection

Cause I had to watch me grieve

When a knife comes through your chest

You know they cut you deep

But these are my goodbyes I swear I keep my hopes alive

Sometimes you lose your love

Before you lose your mind

Cause running out of love is not like running out of time

I know the choice is yours

The lack of self-esteem is mine

You won't listen to this track

And honestly it's fine

Ever since we cut our ties

My life has been refined

My confidence spiked up

And my need for love declined

I never saw the truth I guess I love the way you LIE

I still love you that sucks

How come I love you this much

How come you breaking my TRUST

How come you don't give a FUCK

How come I keep coming back

You're such a Beautiful DRUG

There ain't a lot of things I hate

I hate being in love

And that's real

That's real

I got no feelings left

And you don't know how that feels

So live your life

I'll live mine

Cause I don't know how to heal

And if the devil would approach me

FUCK I'm making that deal