Uphill From Here Lyrics

Many moons have passed since Pretty, I still feel the same

Same thoughts running through my head, I feel insane

Supposed to face my problems, I just wanna run away

You tell me that you're sorry, don't know what to say

Rain is pouring in the middle of the summer season

Can't even begin to tell you all the things I'm dealing with

Cards in my deck printed with subtle demons, it's

Humbling how it's bubbling up without a reason

I love you and I miss you when we're not together

'Cause when we're not together

Weather's bad with no umbrella

Life's a symphony, but I'm hearing it acapella

I try my best to not be such an awful fella, but man

The past is catching up in ways I never wanted

I'm living in my mind, and this house is haunted

I wish that night was packed into a box and left forgotten

My heart is on my sleeve, and I always flaunt it

Constant, I'm always exhausted

Thoughts is nauseous, leave me feeling rotten

I've been daunted, blood is really clotting

Flowers potted, this ride got me carsick

Constant, I'm always exhausted

Thoughts is nauseous, leave me feeling rotten

I've been daunted, blood is really clotting

Flowers potted, this ride got me carsick

I've been talking to God, talking to my friends

I've hurt and been hurt, I wanna make amends

That's why it's celebration when I take my pen

And jot these lyrics, now I'm seeing through another lens

I was in a valley that felt infinite

Ironic when the past gets to you, isn't it?

I hit rock bottom, now here's the funny thing

Only way to go is up, so I'ma trampoline (jump)

When things all unforeseen end up just happening

I'm practicing the isolation of my thoughts

Like viruses to quarantine, I intervene like anti-histamine

I'm in-between a submarine

And a couple gallons of hydrazine

I'm grateful, I was hateful

I said things I didn't mean 'cause I'm unstable

I was disgraceful, I was shameful

But she was always faithful

So baby, thank you

Thank you for showing love when I didn't show none back

Through this trial you've still had my back

And it's crazy that I'm feeling like this, feeling so down, but

What goes down must come up, right

I don't know how the saying goes

But that sounds better anyways

Thank you, I love you