not the same Lyrics

I'm reliving what you did to me

And I-I'll get over it eventually

But for now

I've gotta find a way to be

Me again

To breathe again

And I know it's not my fault

And you're the one to blame

But I'm not the same

No I'm not the same

You act like you did nothing wrong

But we both know what went on

I said no and I pushed you away

But you did it anyway

I know that I'm not perfect

But I don't think that I deserved it

I don't think I deserved it

Two years later and the wounds ain't gone

But I know

They're healing cause I'm not alone

And I know

He would never put his hands on me

The way you did

The way you did

And I know it's not my fault

And you're the one to blame

But I'm not the same

No I'm not the same

You act like you did nothing wrong

But we both know what went on

I said no and I pushed you away

But you did it anyway

I know that I'm not perfect

But I don't think that I deserved it

Yeah I'm not the same