Happy New Year ft. Thebreathingbackwards Lyrics

Happy new year happy new year (yeah)

Open up champagne hanging with my fears (yeah)

Time is going by so fast I wanna slow down

I'll bury my memories under the snow today so I can fall out

I wish it could be this way

Like you wish someone happiness and shit goes away

Like I lose a friend every fucking year

Tell me any reason why I'll be okay

I don't wanna go any further but'

Got a burden on skinny shoulders, I'm

Lowkey making some honest music that's

Why I'm still feeling not so useless

New year, same pain

Resolution on the low now

New fears, in my brain

Shivering bones in the snow now

I'm still, fucked up

I been tryna run from my demons

New thrill, tough luck

I don't wanna breathe and i mean it

Staying inside

So many plans, that I don't abide to

Playing a lie

I'll keep making the music that I wanna cry to

Dropping the ball

On all the responsibilities unfinished

Ruin it all

Counting down seconds like days that I witness

Forget an acquaintance, I'm losing my patience, need inspiration

It's more of the same shit, depression that lingers without explanation

I'm trapped in my bed now, panic attacking inside of my head now

In come the dread now, playing back every word that I said how

Fuck all the noise, fuck all the smiles and fuck all the joy

All of this hatred inside of a void gonna keep me regretting the life I destroy

I just wanna hide, close up my eyes, run from the fear that I'm holding inside

Say I wanna die, but its a lie, I got no choice but to battle this year and survive