Self Reflect ft. Su Lyrics

I can’t help but ask or wonder why

Why it gotta be me

All the death, being broke, I’m losing hope

Balanced by the drugs, anger shadow love

The pain never went away

I can’t help but ask or wonder why

Why it gotta be me

All the death, being broke, I’m losing hope

Balanced by the drugs, anger shadow love

The pain never went away

To be 21 is blessing from my perspective

We know of mortality but money is the objective

Tryna plead ya case but silence by the objections

I’m just tryna live, protected by Smith n Wessons

Death usually a lesson, so I keep a round drum

A strap charge stop progression, where you getting cash from

What other options you have when you stuck in slums

I gotta take a chance, so my stomach never hums

I’m selling white

Every day and every night

Shedding tears with a pen in my hand, writing kites

Aggressive like Israelites

Knowing I’ll lose my life

Over something so simple

Color Bangin the issue you official

I can’t help but ask or wonder why

Why it gotta be me

All the death, being broke, I’m losing hope

Balanced by the drugs, anger shadow love

The pain never went away

I can’t help but ask or wonder why

Why it gotta be me

All the death, being broke, I’m losing hope

Balanced by the drugs, anger shadow love

The pain never went away

I harbor the hardness of hearts hardly able to breathe

Forbidden fruit... Strange I feel comfortable with leaves

It’s only natural I kick my feet before I swing

Choked by the decisions I made to burn the house for freedom

Blood in eyes, my tears dry, why should I cry

When death is the only promise I’m hope that my soul flies

I can’t breathe suffocating until my toes curl

My body numb I’m nauseous think I’m bout to hurl

I'm still fighting praying to God these branches break

Fist full of dreams I swing til my prayers answered

Thoughts of my sons and how I’m there standard

That’s how I manage

With their knee on my neck Justice for George Floyd

I can’t help but ask or wonder why

Why it gotta be me

All the death, being broke, I’m losing hope

Balanced by the drugs, anger shadow love

The pain never went away

I can’t help but ask or wonder why

Why it gotta be me

All the death, being broke, I’m losing hope

Balanced by the drugs, anger shadow love

The pain never went away