Too Many Times Lyrics

Too many times

I was thinkin that I was gon fail

Like people just wouldn't believe in my dreams like I could do nothing to make me prevail

Too many times

I was thinking this isn't for me like all of these people gon laugh at my songs but found that I gotta do it for me

Now I see clearer and kno that vision wasn't problems I suffered from

It was time dedicated impressing people who ain't understand where I was comin from

Look I got stories to tell if you listen my description my vivid like portrait pictures when it's took wit a apple phone

By myself yea I stand alone and just by myself imma stand til the day I'm gone

I remember thinkin

what you thought?

After leavin meeting Lenny and playin my music for em you kno Roc nation A&R

He told I got what's i takes he said that my music was great but I ain't really kno how much it would take

For me to rise up and elevate Look I was scared to be great boy what a shame

I was doubting talents given from gods

Came out even even with all the odds

A lyric wizard I don't kno bout no OZ

I really rap these niggas rap a faced

And that's just for Instagram likes

The people gon throw out they soul and give all that they own for that internet life

How do they claim they be winning in life

Say what they want for they comfort at night

I only feel like I'm winning when I got the music behind me and holding a mic

This all I kno like studied only one page for a test

what I got to do in the past wit it is absolutely enough to say that I'm blessed

I Touched souls with my vernacular

Constructed the words came out spectacular

Bled my heart into my paperwork

But I ain't never snitch you got it backwards

I mean my everything is in everything that write down

Ain't a hobby I'll probably do this shit til I'm 65 or god strike me down

Too many times

I was thinkin that I was gon fail

Like people just wouldn't believe in my dreams like I could do nothing to make me prevail

Too many times

I was thinking this isn't for me like all of these people gon laugh at my songs but found that I gotta do it for me

Too many times

I was forgetting just what I could do

Like I don't be sayin im really that nice most people gon listen and tell it to you

too many times

I was looking for people to like me

And Now I could care less of what people think bout me cause I kno I'm one of kind ain't none like me