In My Head Lyrics

I'm so sick of being kind to myself

Pats on the back while the hourglass bleeds out, bleeds out

I feel my temper growing short

I've held my peace and it's killing me

Are you gonna call me in the morning

Ask me how I'm feeling, or was it all in my head

We weren't even close but I swore on you

Wasn't even lucky but I bet on you, was it all in my head

Your sincerity don't run with my own

You want the accolade, go on, have it

May it give you honour

I feel my signals falling short

I don't know what's real anymore

There isn't much life in these parts

but I swore I heard a beating heart

Are you gonna call me in the morning

Ask me how I'm feeling, or was it all in my head

We weren't even close but I swore on you

Wasn't even lucky but I bet on you, was it all in my head

I need a cold shower, a warm shoulder

To tell me how it is

I shot in the dark and lost it

I talk myself out of pain and envy

Of digging up the graves

Of old ties that I buried

I'm so sick of being kind

Pats on the back while the hourglass bleeds out, bleeds out