FILLING A HOLE WITH A SHADOW Lyrics

As a dog returns to vomit

I dove headfirst into hell

A sea of scrolling faces

That I know so very well

Anything to replace you

And the choice I couldn't change

I'll settle for a shadow

If I might forget your name

The answer is a problem

But it's the only thing I want

Addiction and distraction

Down a path to self-destruct

A screen of names and faces

All trying to connect

I came for the wrong reason

To escape and not reflect

I'm drunk on possibilities

For a moment I forget

And then I see a face like yours

And it all comes rushing back

The answer is a problem

But it's the only thing I want

Addiction and distraction

Down a path to self-destruct

I claimed a new beginning

But I'm somehow here again

Until I learn to face my pain

The cycle never ends

I'm filling a hole with a shadow

I'm filling a hole with a shadow

I left part of my soul in Colorado

I'm filling a hole with a shadow

Slow down, breathe, rewind

You'll be okay in time

Slow down, breathe, rewind

You'll be okay in time

Am I too far gone to save myself?

Can I undo the damage done?

Will I make another false resolve?

Or face the things I can't outrun?