Raw Acceptance (Slam Poetry) Lyrics

Yeah idk it all started

When I lost my job

In 2019 the summer of the revolution

Went to a protest they didnt like me

Thought I did something

Right by fighting

That time was frustrating

Car got repoed

I made irrational decisions

I was young and dumb

But I'm wiser now

Went thru some cocaine stages

Lost myself twice over

Fucked a few girls

While fightin for my ex

She never made it easy, always yellin

Take it easy always

Always breathin down my neck

She broke trust a long time ago

Had a sleepover with a dude

When i wasnt home

Was boutta leave for

Another dude with coke

I had to get past it

I made mistakes I broke trust too

I broke up with her when

I lost my job

Too much stress

Before we got together

I fucked a homies bitch

Before that

I took a different homies bitch

All real ones lost with a toxic hoe

It shouldnt have been me to expose

Blacked out drunk

Fucked a different bitch

Woke up the next day

She was suckin my dick

Said naw got up and left

She was bitin it

Bet she told the story differently

A young horny

20 year old with testosterone

I learned that and made change

Separated and made way

But I still had to face

Every single mistake

I ran away

I lied I'm a shit bag I'm a dirt bag

Another cocaine addiction

Wanted to kill myself

Almost pulled the trigger

Almost jumped in the river

Said this isnt the way

Talked to some homies

Told em I loved them

Sorry for what I did

Lemme prove it to you

I live truly

Uncomfortable convos

Got me past my judgment

Idc what you say now

I accepted my past

Im different now

My ex brings the worst outta me

I let her go

Toxic friends talk behind my back

I let them go

Got homies that support me

Got homies I cant let down

Cant give up

This what you hear now me Accepting and letting go

Fights and battles with my innerself

A dark energy I named kuroi masuku

I transcended past and

Know my limits

I aint reach them yet dont test me tho

Remember your mistakes

Still a lot you have to face

And if I have to enter this

State of mind again

I'll expose everything

Kuroi Masuku