Reflexions Lyrics

I

Cannot

See myself

Even when I'm looking at a mirror

Ay

I

Cannot

Help myself

To think I'm nothing but a shadow

Ay

I

Cannot

See myself

Even when I'm looking at a mirror

Ay

I

Cannot

Help myself

To think I'm nothing but a shadow

Ay

I

Cannot

See myself

Even when I'm looking at a mirror

Ay

I

Cannot

Help myself

To think I'm nothing but a shadow

Ay

Started up in a mansion

Or what seemed a mansion to me

I was good like i thought everybody was

Despair, demise

Didn't think the world had it I was living in lies

Always thought the good life

Was a given for us

Many hours waisting minutes of my lifetime

Didn't know how to survive like in a deep forest

Now i strive, all I wanna do is rhyme

To make that goal a success a long term process

Life ain't about sunshine an rainbows

A Rocky's concept

More like an empty bed standing by the side of a night table

On it a tear shed, along side of you last dose

I

Cannot

See myself

Even when I'm looking at a mirror

Ay

I

Cannot

Help myself

To think I'm nothing but a shadow

Ay

I

Cannot

See myself

Even when I'm looking at a mirror

Ay

I

Cannot

Help myself

To think I'm nothing but a shadow

Ay

I am the one

Responsible

Sometimes I am

Too sensible

My choices are mine to handle

My Reflexion is nothing real

Tho I don't see through me, what's my deal?

Reality, never gives me time to heal

Though I always seem to have time to kill

My dark side, is rotten

My Beauty is Hidden

I'm still deciding

How to be livin'

When on my shoulders

My daemons are dancing

And I could be doing incredible

Things that could make me so proud and grow

What am I waiting for?

I don't know

My reflexion should fuckin' show me more

I let my innocence open

And now the seal is broken

No matter where i'm going

All of my weakness is barking

I

Cannot

See myself

Even when I'm looking at a mirror

Ay

I

Cannot

Help myself

To think I'm nothing but a shadow

Ay

I

Cannot

See myself

Even when I'm looking at a mirror

Ay

I

Cannot

Help myself

To think I'm nothing but a shadow

Ay

I am the one

Responsible

Sometimes I am

Too sensible

My choices are mine to handle

I

Cannot

See myself

Even when I'm looking at a mirror

Ay

I

Cannot

Help myself

To think I'm nothing but a shadow

Ay

Don't need any help to get up bitch

Even tho i wasn't raised in the ghetto

Wasn't poor, wasn't hella rich

Feels like I grew up in slow mo'

Growin up, getting tough wasn't a piece of cake

For a long time, sitting there procrastinating

Not even dreaming 'bout no big break

Thinking I was hella whack

Always taking a step back

Stay the fuck back fuck that

Why you hiding?

Bitch what you thinking? Wait

Huuh

Are you kidding?

Where you trynna go?

Good question homie

Your life is not to blow

Time waisted before the epiphany

Not a second for me where i could think straight

Always looking for a leader who I thought would be great

Or so, better than me, but they all fucked me now

Not complaining about it cause i ain't fucked tho

I

Cannot

See myself

Even when I'm looking at a mirror

Ay

I

Cannot

Help myself

To think I'm nothing but a shadow

Ay

I am the one

Responsible

Sometimes I am

Too sensible

I am the one

Responsible

Sometimes I am

Too sensible

My choices are mine to handle