place ft. Paranoid Americans & Monkey and the Permavirgins Lyrics

If I have to be here

I might as well be with you

It's been so long since

I haven't hated you

We spent so long here

In this lovely place

When we were lovers

But now we're something new

Taking a 6 hour car drive

To see who we used to be

You wear that shirt that I took a picture of you in

You look so different, everything's faced

We used to dance under the stars

Ill fitting shirts and late night fights

It's impossible to hate you now

In this space I can't hate you now

If I have to be here

I might as well be with you

It's been so long since

I haven't hated you

We spent so long here

In this lovely place

When we were lovers

But now we're something new

So there's this place

I take all my friends there

Its my favorite tree

A huge old growth douglas fir

It's in castle rock state park

At the junction of the ridge trail and the saratoga gap trail

If u wanna check it out its

37.227024, -122.103956

I want to take you there

But I think

You still hate me

And when you talk to me now it's nothing I wanna hear

In a situation where isolation was something I was near

Every walking route to get down in the summer had you by my side

The only other gay kid in town but the sun was in my eyes

And then we had two more years high school and it

Wasn't nice lookin back now

You takin every chance to explain that you like guys

To everyone around

You attention seeking fuck

Seeking straightest guy in town

You liar

Your theater friends are gone now

If I have to be here

I might as well be with you

It's been so long since

I haven't hated you

We spent so long here

In this lovely place

When we were lovers

But now we're something new