Lying to Myself Lyrics

This ain't gotta last for a long time

You know you are not all mine, baby

No need for the excuses

We're not making things complicated

I know you ain't used to this

I know you want ownership

Maybe I'm not the one for you

'Cause I still got shit to go through

But I found myself telling you about my family

Now you know a lot more than what was meant to be

What the fuck is this feeling?

I don't think I am interested, but I know you know

I have been lying to myself

Why the hell are we still here?

It's already been a couple years

I was thinking I'd get sick of you

Maybe I'm just a total fool

Turns out I can still grow

Turns out I'm not scared to leave home

I guess you're pretty cool in the end

I was scared for exactly this to happen

Finding myself telling you about my family

You knowing a lot more than what was meant to be

What the fuck is this feeling?

I don't think I am interested, but I know you know

I have been lying to myself

I'm sorry I was so confused

I didn't think we'd live this through

But the stories you tell

Make all this bearable

You know I had to go

And you didn't take it personal

'Cause I know you know

I have been lying to myself