Crime and Punishment Lyrics

I just found out

The way that I show up

Is never how I see myself

I wish that I could be myself

I just found out

The way that I make love

Is pleasing everyone before myself

Giving in and putting out

So I stay close to the ground

I know myself

I always get in trouble

When I'm leaving my bubble

And I always find a way

To go hop in the hay without you

I'm guilty now

I'll confess to all my crime

Yeah, there's no sense being untrue

I like who I am when I'm with you

But that's toxic rain

That falls upon my feels

And poisons me through space and time

There's so much that I won't do

If the punishment fits the crime

Oh no

Here I go again, go again

Flying solo

Without a care in the world if I'm broken

This way

At least I'm getting it, getting it

But I know that I'll pay

I'll sit right here, wait for my punishment, punishment

I feel like a fly on the ceiling

Trying hard not fall through the skylight

I'm drinking, sinking, baby

Clipping both my wings without thinking twice

Lately, the seat belts are off

I'm calling out the elephant

My mind keeps running and racing

I'm sick of the chase

And I wish I could just throw it away

But I won't because

I'm so close to finding it

No sense in hiding it

Calling out the elephant

I'm out of my element

I'll sit right here and wait for my punishment

Oh no

More and more I'm falling in and out of line

Flying solo is so outdated

Overrated now that I'm 25

I wanna soothe

I wanna soothe

I wanna soothe my mind

Full stop

The seat belts are off

I'm calling out the elephant

I'm out of my element

I'll sit right here and wait for my punishment

I stay close to the ground

Always waxing/waning profound

The only time I doubt myself

I wonder why I keep you around

Oh, life's so weird now that I'm 25

Being wrong got me off for the last time

I'm crazy, baby I know myself

I always get in trouble

When I'm bursting your bubble

And I'm sick of finding ways

To avoid and evade the truth

I'm guilty now

I'll confess to all my crime

Yeah, there's no sense being untrue

I like who I am when I'm with you

But that's toxic rain

That falls upon my feels

And poisons me through space and time

There's so much that I won't do

If the punishment fits the crime

If the punishment fits the crime

I'm crazy, baby I know myself