WHEN IT RAINS Lyrics

Anxiety plagues me all night long

Oh no no, when when it rains I feel so prone

To think these thoughts that made me cold

Lately I feel all alone

Anxiety plagues me all night long

Oh no no, when when it rains I feel so prone

To think these thoughts that made me cold

Ugh

When it rains it pours how will I get through this storm

Lost love ones so my heart feels torn

Suffer in silence I ain't even get to mourn

Developed trust issues and it hurts to the core

I don't have strength so I trust in the Lord

Regardless I'm a vessel I stress when I'm bored

I'm tired of the pain don't want to hurt no more

I got tears in my eyes and they drop to the floor

I'm by myself I don't have many friends

Pushed them all away felt they couldn't comprehend

Prisoner in my own mind divided by a fence

Guarded by a wall I don't let nobody in

I always stood out, but I tried to blend in

I could pretend, but that ain't me man

Mask my emotions it's all pretentious

Lost my ways I lost my connections

Paid my dues but I'm still in collections

Live straight edge in the dark still finessing

Wanna do right don't want to block my blessing

Sinned many times so this song my confession

Have to tell the truth, cause it's stalling my progression

It's toxic, profession turned to obsession

Boy in a mans body I need healing

Tree in a forest if I fall will they hear me

Monitoring spirits but they say that they feel me

Purpose of life? I don't know what's the meaning

Faith is all I have and I'm tired of concealing

Sky is the limit, but I see a glass ceiling

Cards that are dealt they don't know how I'm dealing

Life is not easy, I ain't finna give up though

Been through too much just to stop and give up hope

Hurdle obstacles skip drama like a jump rope

Raised on survival sometimes I feel cutthroat

People don't care they just wonder where the cash at

Loyalty is dead when I trust them they backstab

I feel like an Outkast bombs over Baghdad

Trade this success for the life of my grandad

Hard on myself cause I had no foundation

I was in the pen had to deal with probation

Dealt with substance more than a occasion

Depression crept in felt like a invasion

It's really complicated but I know I'm going to make it

God made special boy I know I ain't basic

Red and blue pill it's like we stuck up in the matrix

Navigate my way third eye got lasik

It's been a long week but still on day 6

Preach a good message but they still gon' hate this

Slap in the face but it's feeling like a closed fist

Lately I feel all alone

Anxiety plagues me all night long

Oh no no, when when it rains I feel so prone

To think these thoughts that made me cold

Lately I feel all alone

Anxiety plagues me all night long

Oh no no, when when it rains I feel so prone

To think these thoughts that made me cold