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Every single day

I feel the same damn way

I got all these thoughts in my head

Go to put 'em on paper and my mind goes dead

I don't know what to do so I just smoke instead

And the ash in my lungs keeps me moving ahead

While I lay in bed tryna clear my head

But every single time I just get lost instead

Lost in the depth, feeling close to death

My mind is like a god damn labyrinth, 'cause

I can never seem to move on

And I can never seem to belong

Anywhere I go yet somehow I know

That I will be missed when I go

And that's the one the one thing stopping me

From vanquishing this gravity

Cause I can't seem to let the weight

I've carried on my shoulders alleviate

I wanna cry but tears I lack

I think my body is holding them back

Because this god damn medication

Is almost like a fucking sedation

And I never wanted not to care

I wanted the pain to disappear

But clearly I've been self-destructive

I failed you even though you trusted

Me, and everything that I said

But then I had to go on and get a big head

Full of false hopes and impossible dreams

And I still don't know what any of them mean

And I'm still finding my way back to you

I'm in the dark but I'm following the tune

I hear you whistling from miles away

And I won't stop until I see your face

I wanna cry but tears I lack

I think my body is holding them back

Because this god damn medication

Is almost like a fucking sedation

And I never wanted not to care

I just wanted the pain to disappear

And clearly I've been self-destructive

I failed you even though you trusted me

You trusted me

You trusted me

You trusted me